It’s not looking at a cock cuming that turns me on. It’s the knowing what it is like when my cock is cuming, or to have a cock cum on me, that turns me on. It’s not what I am looking at that turns me on. Looking at that reminds me of what it is like, what it feels like, and that feeling is what turns me on.… فراءة المزيد

Many have wanted some "behind the scenes" info and pics, so here it is. Many weeks have passed since I made BeingBoth #55, but I have had so much new and surprising sex... I did not know how to film it, read my previous post. Friday, it felt like I had enough of not filming, and so much to express in front on the camera. The scripts I have already written would take so long and be so much work to realize, so fuck it, I'm just gonna "be myself" totally candid and just do it. Saturday I glued amazing nails on - the double-sided stickers always fall off, especially with oil-based lube.… فراءة المزيد

First I want to thank you for keeping yourself up to date with what I do. Then I want to tell you - since I am a real person (albeit Both a masculine and feminine at the same time :P ), living life the most authentically I know how to - what's happening in me right now: In between procrastinating to do my taxes and filing DMCA takedown notices for my vids at other places where "friends" have uploaded them, some for money (!), I am having a very new and unimaginable period in my sexual and tantric explorations. Anal pleasure and innumerable p-orgasms (every time I play) beyond my wildest drea… فراءة المزيد

Now I understand something: Many have asked me if I like to watch ”tranny porn”, where trannies have sex with trannies. I don’t. Now I understand how this is so… When I do what I do with cock (dressed up as a woman), either deepthroating them or having them stuff my other hole – I feel what it is like to be the feminine who has all that happen to her. I don’t feel what it is like to be a tranny – and that’s why I don’t watch videos with trannies. This begs the question of how I find my own videos exciting, but that’s another story…… فراءة المزيد

Short report after a couple of nights ago, 7 hours of sex in front of a big mirror: I was looking at the reflection in the mirror while riding a big cock. Looking into the ”eyes” of the reflection, I experienced, for the first time, what it is like, as a man, to want her to tell me, from her heart, what it feels like to be fucked by a big cock – And, at the same time, I experienced what it is like to express exactly that, as I did say it out loud. I could feel how sexy it was to hear it, from the perspective of the masculine, but also, at the same time, experience what it is like to be fuck… فراءة المزيد

I normally don't do blue jokes, but tonight I just have to tell one: Now I know from my own experience what is meant when you say "Gonna fuck the shit out of you"... :P… فراءة المزيد

Just for the fun of it, I found this about the nutritional "value" of cum.… فراءة المزيد

I finally ”mastered” something - after countless hours of testing different methods, I found a way to do my hair to where I am turned on by the looks of it! It looked so sexy after I was done, I had the same feeling as when before, when I had the makeup done and put on a sexy wig. Whew, been trying so hard. It worked. It turned me on, which is my test before anything is filmed… Everything I film, I film because it turns me on. I am looking forward to do my hair like that again for the next film shoot! :P PS. Here's a screenshot of how it turned out.… فراءة المزيد

Been using it for quite some time now, and I am 100% happy with this discovery: MCT Oil. Coconut oil is solid at room temperature. It melts fine when on or in the body, but it's still a pain to use when hard, and it hardens on toys that cool down to room temperature. So I searched for coconut oil that is liquid at room temperature – and I found it. MCT Oil, or Caprylic Acid, is a coconut oil that is fractioned to where only Medium Chain Triglycerides (MCT) remain. And they aren't solid at room temperature! Now I can enjoy all the benefits from coconut oil (organic, anti-bacterial, does not… فراءة المزيد

Got home, one new item, a red bra, that was enuff to get me going, trying clothes with it, got so horny, I just had to do an ”aloner”, no camera, just me a my little darlings — I wanted a big mirror in front of me, cock on top of it, above me, shooting me so full of cum while I fucked another one… bad BB. :P… فراءة المزيد

https://xhamster.com/videos/54-pmv-trailer-after-all-anal-toys-in-me-a-huge-cum-bath-xhACpm4… فراءة المزيد

Don't ask me why, but Being Both #54 - with my sexy voice, haha, is already approved over at Faphouse. Here it is: https://faphouse.com/go/KyUWt… فراءة المزيد

Don't ask me why, but Faphouse approved the full length of Being Both #54 PMV already, so here it is: https://faphouse.com/go/P04No… فراءة المزيد

My physical eye-balls laying next to someone else's would not look much different from each other. So it is not the eye-balls that you meet. It is how I look through the eyes in the video, that sees what is seeing it, yay itself. What sees me, IS what is seeing you – the only I there is, seeing itself. Apparently, this is also possible trough the medium of film. Mystical, I call it, but real in a truer sense than the physical. In this meeting alone, lays the beauty, and nowhere else.… فراءة المزيد

A desire to give in, crack, burst to her elusive beauty and lustful play that always cease when we are so close… She haunts me in dreams but never intended to be found. She knew already before we met and told me in our play what I had begun to realize… I am her already. I had thought I could find in another, what I already am. The play transforms into euphoria of Truth and I give in, crack, burst…… فراءة المزيد

I am on a discovery. The discovery is about all the fucking that I have done in the past, and all the fucking that I have watched in porn. I discovered that I was so fascinated by what it is like to be fucked (kind of like ”opposites attract”?). I thought that I was only this man fucking, yet all the while, I was so attracted to watching women be fucked by big cocks, because I also wanted to feel what it is like to be the woman being fucked by big cocks, the woman craving to be filled up by them. So my discovery is that I feel w… فراءة المزيد

If what I do is art, my art is symbolism. This art contains symbols for a select few human experiences, but none for all others. So it follows, then, that my intention has never been for anyone to fall in love with my art, but with what my art points to.… فراءة المزيد

Recently, I fingered myself deep in my hole, for the first time. My first feeling was that now I know and feel what it is like to be fingered deep in my hole. My inner eyes ran across what was happening, and lingered on what it is that experiences this, then followed it and around to my hand that was fingering deep in a hole. So while I experienced what it is like to be fingered deep in my hole, I experienced, at the same time, what it is like to finger deep in a hole. Do you see how that is Being Both?… فراءة المزيد

Love scene from the fantastical movie ”Sucker Punch” from 2011: High Roller: –You see, I am what you might call a man who has everything. And yet, I lack the one thing money can't buy. Baby Doll: -Love? High Roller: -Close. Truth is more accurate. I seek a true moment, a moment of truth. In this world of lies. It just so happens that… that moment, that fragile, delicate thing like a glass egg or a sand castle, well, that moment can only be given by a non-faker. A non-actor. That's you. Baby Doll: –I don't understand. High Roller: –Well, I have spent a small fortune getting you in this room. T… فراءة المزيد

I, too, love what is being expressed in the videos I make. I am the love, lust, and passion that is expressed in them. But here's the kicker: So are you! How do I know this? Well, you keep telling me that you feel this love, lust, and passion when you watch them! I'm so much in love with this love, lust, and passion! And so are you! This love, lust, and passion goes all the way through oceans and mountains, through every wall, into your room, into your heart, and you feel it! Objects, distance, time, they are no obstacles! Distance is imagination. This love, lust, and passion is not.… فراءة المزيد